So I haven’t spoken to you in over a week now. This is because you are better off without me. I am sick of always being the person to put the effort into all of my friendships/relationships so a week ago I stopped to see who would still talk to me. And out of all my friends 2 of them still continued to text me every morning, and you were not one of them and neither was my boyfriend. So I guess I was right in thinking that you don’t care about me and that I mean nothing to you, even though you were my everything (which you knew).
But instead of talking to me you go and tweet about me indirectly and make it all my fault.
You then continue to tweet about how I am rubbing it into our face about going to are Demi Lovato. I know you had to give up your ticket and I will be sad that you couldn’t come with me for the rest of my life. But it hurts to see you tweet that because after how close we were and how well we knew each other you should know that I would never ever rub it in your face coz I am not that type of person.
Maybe it is unfair and mean for me to have a countdown to it over the last 2 weeks before the concert, but other people countdown to things they look forward to so why can’t I?
Demi Lovato is the reason for my existence. Her music is what gets me out of bed every morning and tells me that everything will be ok. She makes me strong enough to keep fighting each day.
I have waited 8 years to see her live and as she is the most important thing in my life right now yes, I am going to countdown about the concert. But I am NOT counting down to be mean to you or rub it in your face. I am counting down coz it stops me from killing myself which is more than you have done recently.